SUKHISAM

I had always thought of myself as a “wonder woman”; a woman who would take care of everyone around me and who would solve every problem for friends and family!  I was the strong and unbreakable woman that had no right to break down out of fear of making others feel bad.  These are just some of the roles I used to take upon.

 

I spent four years with unbearable pain throughout my body and a sudden substantial weight loss that led to undernourishment.  I visited a lot of doctors and specialists who did countless tests that would always turn out, thanks to God, to be normal.  And even though every test said everything was “okay”, I still saw no improvement in my health.  There were times when I felt so bad that I thought I would not make it to the next day.

 

Nine months ago I met my GREAT spiritual master, my guide and my eternal light, Cristhian.  And from that point on, everything within me has changed considerably.  First of all, I learned to love and value myself.  I realized that under my husband, kids, siblings, order, house chores, and all the tasks and feats of “super woman” was the real me calling for help.  Cristhian helped me understand that even though everything I did was done with love and care I had gradually allowed all those responsibilities to overwhelm me, and suddenly I was just looking at everyone living their lives with no life of my own to live.   Cristhian, with all his love, guidance, dedication, and vocation to share the wisdom has been my magic medicine.  He has taught me how to rescue that beautiful and confident woman that I had abandoned through facing my guilt and learning to tell myself that I’m there for MYSELF FIRST. I’ve learned that this does not make me egotistical because by caring for myself, I can share more with others.  I now know that my life is a precious stone and that I am the only one that can polish it so that it will shine or let it go dull and dark forever.

 

Thank you.